Sun, 15 Apr 2018 03:41:34 GMT
I give thanks to you, because you have answered me. You are my savior" (Psalm 118:21).
I haven't written prayers to you in a while. You understand. I don't have to try to explain. I have talked to you every day, but now I am feeling like I can write again. It feels good.
I like to write to you. In some strange way it seems more personal. I can focus better, and rethink what I say. It's all so moot, however, because you already know what I am going to write or say. You know what I need, and how you are going to answer. I think you invented prayer for us humans because "we" need it. It keeps us connected to you and gives us hope.
Tonight I'm not asking for anything. I just want to praise and thank you. You have answered my prayers in ways I do not necessarily understand, but I know you will always do what's best for me and you have.
You are taking me back to the point of joy and innocence that I knew when I first came to you. You have taught me so much the past few months. I have grown. It has been hard, but I have grown. I am still growing. Things are stil l hard, but you are with me. It's all ok if I know your Spirit is with me. And I know that He is without a doubt. Trial by fire, but you are here.